A Psalm From Confinement

A meditation of confession, grace, and longing—written when hope felt distant and mercy refused to let go.

By Steve Wilkins

Conceived in trouble
Brought forth in pain
Delivered in hope
Reared in faith

Consumed by despair
No comfort to be found

Life seemed hopeless
But You were there all the time
Where could I turn?
But You were there all the time

How many times, O Lord?
How many times have You shown me
And I looked away
How many times have You called
But I stopped my ears

You've surrounded me; You've hemmed me in
But I shook You off; Kept chasing sin
I groped in darkness
Couldn't find my way You offered grace again and again

Prayer was lifted
The answer was simply, "Yes"

Come alive in me


  • Written in confinement.
  • No explanation.
  • No defense.
  • Just truth.

All Scripture quotations are from the New American Standard Bible (NASB), unless otherwise noted.

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